Everyone experiences grief differently. You have lost a number of people in your life but depending on how close you were to them it may not have had a big effect on you. I've seen lots of people who have lost people who were very close to them, and like I said people experience grief differently and you can't predict what it looks like. If you think that your response is something that you should be concerned about then talk to someone, you could start with a grief councillor.
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